Monday, February 13, 2012


Woke up this morning in my right mind and healthy...thank you God for all you've done for me!

My habit is to tune into the news and see what's happening around the local area.  But this morning the media cannot get enough of Whitney Houston.  She is every where and rightly so.  However, my thoughts went to her mother's pain and what she must be trying to get through, how she must be hurting from the loss of her daughter.  I instantly thought of my own daughter.  I would die a slow death if anything were to happen to her.  The order of death is wrong.  We expect to die before our children, but sometimes God has another plan. 

To my daughter, you were the most "wanted" baby ever and I love you beyond words.  I am proud of you and all your accomplishments in your short life.  You have not always done what Daddy and Grandma thought you should, but you've done alright by me.  Don't struggle with that, live your own life.  I am having the benefit of seeing you come closer to God in these last years and that makes my heart over flow.  Please know and continue to lean on God.  He is your answer to all that you struggle or come up against.  No drug, alcohol substance will answer anything that you ever have to face in life.  I don't mean to be so emotional, but with the up coming changes in our personal lives, you need to hear this.  A mother's love runs deep and sometimes the very people we love the most never gets to know that.  I am sure that there are so many things that Whitney and her mother never said over the years, and now it's too late.

I sometimes do what I call my "appreciation shout out" to people who do the smallest things to make the biggest difference in my life, and Peja Wiltshire, come on down this morning...you are my  person of the day!!! 

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

Marian Anderson - Black History Feature



                                        Marian Anderson (1887-1993)
Autobiography:  “My Lord, What a Morning”

  Every year as in the past, National Black History month approaches.  As we begin to celebrate this month in the remembrances of so many and the progress of the Civil Rights movement, it brings back many memories and so many inner feelings on my part.  Last year I believe I talked about my personal experiences with the KKK and seeing an actual cross burning.  Sometimes stories are better relayed when they are personal and in particular from someone that you actually know. 

  This year however, I wanted to talk about Marian Anderson, one of the first autobiographies I read as a young person.  I thought the book would be just the most boring thing I’d ever tried to read, given the many facts and statistics that come out of an autobiography, but much to my surprise this woman reminded me of myself and her love to sing.  I will never be a Marian Anderson, not from lack of trying however, but she was just one of those very special and very gifted people in her day and time that I will never forget reading about.

  Marian Anderson was born on February 27, 1897 in South Philadelphia, Pennsylvania (some 108 years ago). Beginning at the age of six, she sang in the Union Baptist Church Choir. Her voice was classified as contralto; she could sing the high soprano notes and the low baritone notes. There were many descriptions of her voice…”The Negroid sound.”…”Earthy darkness at the bottom, clarinet-like purity in the middle, and piercing vibrancy at the top”…”mysterious”…someone commented that ”It was as though the room had begun to vibrate, as though the sound came from under the earth and swelled to majestic power”…”it made chills dance up my spine and was shaken to my very shoes”.

  Marian's father, John Anderson, died of a brain tumor when she was 12 years old.  To help the family survive, she scrubbed porch stoops for 5 cents apiece, while her mother, Anna Anderson a former schoolteacher, worked as a cleaning woman and took in laundry to support the family. Her mother's religious faith and strength were lasting influences throughout Marian's life.

    Beginning with the very first $5 she earned singing, Marian did, in fact, give much of her earnings to her family. One of her most important and proud memories is that of finally calling her mother's employer and informing her that Annie Anderson would not be returning to work. Annie influenced Marian's career more directly as well. After Marian's New York City debut was poorly attended and received, she withdrew from music in a period of depression and self-doubt. Marian gives special credit for her recovery to her mother's comfort and support.

   The Union Baptist Church in Philadelphia, to which her father had belonged, gave Marian her start as a singer in the choir at age six, and continued to support her throughout her early career. When Marian could not afford lessons with a professional voice teacher, the church gave a concert to raise the money for her lessons, the flyers had a picture of her and read, “Come and hear the baby contralto”.  Her early career as a soloist grew from her performances at the invitation of other churches and church groups who had heard her sing at her church in Philadelphia.


As an artist, Marian never ceased to study and strive for improvement. After observing a black woman playing piano, the child Marian was inspired to teach herself to play enough to accompany herself. Though she never received formal musical training, due mainly to obstacles of financial and racial nature, Marian continued to pursue her own musical education. Vocal and language training, along with racism in the United States were the reasons for her first trips to Europe.   Marian was encouraged by her family and admirers to attend a music high school in Philadelphia, but she was refused because of her race, she was told, “We don’t take Colored.”  Marian remarked, “It was as if a cold, horrifying hand had been laid on me.  True enough, my skin was different, but not my feelings.”   On her frequent tours of the United States, Marian experienced racial prejudice on a daily basis; she was often denied access to lodging or dining facilities.  



  On board the Ile de France a passenger got angry when Anderson was invited to sit at the captain’s table.  The ship’s officer apologized for the woman’s rudeness, and Anderson responded as she often did to such slights:  “That’s all right.  She didn’t know any better.”  Marian had learned forgiveness and the art of gentle persuasion from her mother, who taught her children that revenge, was corrosive and bitterness a waste of time. 


  During her career (1935-1965) she toured the world, performed in 600 U.S. cities to over 6,000,000 listeners in 1500 auditoriums.  She also had a successful recording career with R.C.A. Victor records, although she never really enjoyed the recording process, she hated singing into a microphone, and preferred the reaction of a live audience.


  Anderson’s quiet dignity and musical talent not only spoke for her, but spurred thousands of Americans to speak out against racial injustice. When the Daughters of the American Revolution (DAR) refused to allow Marian as a black woman to sing in Constitution Hall in Washington D.C., Eleanor Roosevelt resigned from the organization in protest. Later, at the invitation of the Secretary of the Interior, Marian sang at the Lincoln Memorial for Easter Sunday, April 9, 1939, for an audience of 75,000. She opened the concert by singing “America” and then proceeded to sing an Italian aria, Schubert’s Ave Maria, three Negro spirituals, “Gospel Train,” “Trampin” and “My Soul Is Anchored in the Lord”.  She also sang “Nobody Knows the Trouble I’ve Seen.”  This was one of the most famous concerts given in the United States.  This event helped open the doors of opportunity for other African Americans.  From this time on, Anderson refused to sing at any place that was segregated.  In 1943, a mural was unveiled on the wall of the Department of the Interior building depicting the concert.


  Marian herself, who was disturbed and saddened by racial inequalities in her country, did not see a role for herself as an active, aggressive opponent of racism. Anderson’s belief that her voice was a gift from God to be shared with all people sustained her through difficult times.  God gave her the talent and would care for it, she reasoned.  As long as she kept her eye on the prize – musical excellence – and adhered to the highest standards, the results would be right.  Although Anderson’s aim was to be a singer, not a symbol, she ultimately accepted her role as a pioneer who persuaded by example.  “My mission,” she said, “is to leave behind me the kind of impression that will make it easier for those who follow.  Other Negroes will have the career I dreamed of.” 


  By the time Anderson soloed at the New York Metropolitan Opera House, she was 57 years old and well past her prime.  But she paved the way for black soprano Leontyne Price, who enjoyed a 25-year career at the Met.  Price once wrote affectionately:  “Dear Marian Anderson:  Because of you, I am.”  Anderson preferred to educate and enlighten her listeners through the example of her own life and actions. She became a great advocate and role model for African-American musicians. She never seemed to give up hope for the future of both her people and her country.


  Marian once said “prejudice was sometimes like a hair across your cheek.  You can’t see it, you can’t find it with your fingers, but you keep brushing at it because the feel of it is irritating.”


  In 1993 Marian Anderson died, in the same country in which she had been born; yet it was very different.  No longer were African-Americans turned away from hotels, restaurants, public transportation, or concert halls.  With quiet grace, great dignity, and constant faith, she had helped to create these changes in the country that she loved, doing what she loved best.   


  There were numerous awards and titles bestowed upon Marian Anderson during her lifetime, all too many to mention at this time, but one of the most recent is that now there is a U.S. Postage stamp in her honor, some 108 years later.


  In closing, we should all strive to be “Marian’s” in whatever our personal goals are, we should leave our mark and leave the world a better place for having been here and for those who follow us.




Sunday, January 1, 2012

Happy New Year -- 2012!!


Happy New Year!

Today is the beginning of the year 2012.  It seems that each year comes and goes so fast that it makes your head spin.  Time is an amazing invisible thing.  We cannot see it in the 'physical' but when you look back over the many months from January to December, we are able to see it in the time line that it leaves.  Every year people promise themselves new resolutions, I'm not gonna do this, I'm gonna do that, etc.  I am learning that there's no need to make all these resolutions.  The only resolution you need to make is to keep your hand in God's hand and let him lead the way.  Time/life is His plan, and it's been laid out since the beginning of His creation of the world.  The things that you will accomplish from day to day is simply His plan, learn to listen and make the best of what He's laid out for you.